Dear Taylor,

I miss you. We haven't spoke and I wish our last talk hadn't have been a fight. You say I'm stubborn but you're the stubborn one. What am I trying to say? We gave up on each other. It's our job to make each other happy. That's not true. That's a lie. I lied a lot to you. I wish I had just told the truth. I wish I told you I was feeling unappreciated. I wish I had said no when I said yes. Now look at us. We can't even be in the same room without rage filling it. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry this couldn't work. I have such a hard time letting go of people and I never wanted to let you go. I always wanted to fight for us but I gotta tap out. You'll always be my favorite. Thank you for uplifting me and motivating me to do THIS. This isn't goodbye, I know it won't be but please please don't give up on yourself. You aren't allowed to give up on yourself. Things will get better, I promise.