I miss you. Which is crazy cuz I know you're not even thinking of me. You were too fun and now I don't know how to enjoy myself alone. Everyone else is so boring. I can't even feign interest. Was it someone else? Why couldn't you just say it was someone else? Now you have my mind spinning and doubting and I'll never have a clear answer. It was me right? It's always me...where is the lesson in this pain? I wish I had never met you. That's mean. I wish you were here. That's clingy. How do I have fun without you? I meant when I said I love us. We could be experiencing so much together but we're not. Because my brain is broken and you don't know how to use your words.
Sincerely,
Anonymous